I don’t know where my life is. It seems to have left me years ago.

Who I was, who I am, everything that meant something suddenly disappeared. It was more valuable to me than life itself and it was taken away.

Sure I had warning, but not enough. I loved my work, I loved what it did for me. What it made me feel. Ambition, power, influence, all gone.

I feel like I am living someone else’s life. One that is not my own. A life that is filled with Anger, hurt, depression, anxiety, melancholy and pain. I don’t know how to pick up the peices, I don’t know where to start.

I just want to be able to be me. I’m told I can’t be the me I was, I can’t be the me I am. Who I am?